When was the last time you were 100%?

TOUGH

This knee injury is testing my mental toughness. As a working adult we always dream about having an extended amount of time off.

I used to think, “Are you kidding… that would be heaven”. To not have to worry about getting up and going to work?!! Isn’t that what we all want?

I remember being jealous of friends and family who had reached retirement. “OH man! You are SO lucky” is what I would tell them.

Only for them to tell me later, how time off is not all it’s cracked up to be.

…..

Well I’m starting to get it now.

I’m off on an extended leave. I’ve been home from vacation and I’ve been ready to go back to work, but my body had other plans. I seem to have peaks and valleys to my day. I feel great and my knee is almost able to straighten. I’m able to walk with almost no pain and I can go up and down steps with minimal limp.

I've become a caged animal with this knee injury. Unable to drive... And can't be on my feet for a very long time due to pain. I make a concerted effort not to go batshit crazy. So when the sunshine peaks through my office window... I have to pause and enjoy it. Editing this week's #podcast episode, will drop tomorrow. Be sure to check it out.  I talk about #nurses making the worst patients. Oh, you know we do. #nurse #nurselife #nursing #nursepractitioner #mettle #ownit #relentless
I’ve become a caged animal with this knee injury. Unable to drive… And can’t be on my feet for a very long time due to pain. I make a concerted effort not to go batshit crazy. So when the sunshine peaks through my office window… I have to pause and enjoy it. Editing this week’s #podcast episode, will drop tomorrow. Be sure to check it out. I talk about #nurses making the worst patients. Oh, you know we do. #nurse #nurselife #nursing #nursepractitioner #mettle #ownit #relentless

Then there are other times where my knee paralyzes me. I sit up, pivot or stand a certain way and the pain is so severe it’s as if I stepped on a live wire or someone snuck up from behind me and “TAZED” me [don’t taze me bro..]

It’s frustrating when getting in the car to run some errands completely exhausts me with a ridiculous amount of pain.

Here’s the kick in the teeth…

I can’t drive myself anywhere because I can’t use my driving leg (injured my right knee). I’m unable to lock out my knee so driving would be beyond dangerous. So I’m depending on my wife to chauffeur me any and everywhere [WHICH SUCKS]. I cannot even describe how much that angers me. My poor wife is being put through the ringer.

 

So, today started out on a high note.. but then ended pretty low. Then I beat myself up for not being “up” [even after this post].

After I paused to enjoy the sunshine (see included pic) I remembered that my engine can’t be in 5th gear all the time, nor can my life. And ironically I could hear Lewis Howes voice in my head (sorry Lewis):

What I’m talking about today is the importance of living fully in whatever season of life you are currently in.

I learned from my football days that you can’t go all out all the time.

There’s a time to prepare, time to train, time to perform, and time to recover.
Live in the Season of Your Life

The School of Greatness Podcast was one of the first Podcasts I subscribed to when I dived into the world of Podcasting. I love the message he delivers and the way he delivers it. Go check out any and everything Lewis produces, you won’t be disappointed.

I’m like a caged animal. My norm is starting my day before sunrise.. and arriving home after dark. A full day of work, then coaching (or training). I still don’t sit well [it’s why I chose my current profession].

I’m ready to get better. My surgery is scheduled for next week, it can’t come quick enough. I knew this knee injury would challenge me physically, but never expected my emotions to be tested as much as they have.

In the meantime, I’m going to live fully during this season of my life.

logo-14

 

 

Motivational Monday: Champion of Choices | Anti Bullying Speaker | Marc Mero

Word impossible transformed into possible. Motivation philosophy concept

Champion of Choices | Anti Bullying Speaker | Marc Mero.

Marc Mero experienced his first crisis at age eight when his parents divorced. He grew up in a single-family home in a poor section of New York, but wrote down his dreams and goals, setting his sights on athletics. Marc worked hard to achieve success in hockey, football, boxing and professional wrestling. After reaching the pinnacle of sports entertainment as a WCW and WWE Wrestling Champion, Marc suffered enormous loss and learned that money and fame can’t buy happiness. “It’s NOT what’s in your pocket; it’s what’s in your HEART that truly matters!”

Always enjoy watching motivational speakers choosing to impact lives in a positive way. Found his video on Facebook, and wanted to share. I especially loved his quote “Show me your friends, and I’ll show you your future”.

Are you just making excuses…?

Quit pointing fingers.

Quit placing blame.

Passive aggressiveness is not productive, it only wastes time.

Quit looking for ‘exceptions to the rule’.

Quit waiting for the right moment.

Maybe it’s time to take ownership of whatever goal you are gunning for? The right time, the right moment, the right situation, the right scenario continue to pass you by.

Get off your rump and start working for it.

Quit making excuses.