My Strong Medicine

The adventures of a male nurse navigating through life, staying fit, surviving the journey.

Posts Tagged ‘student nurse’

A nursing student again…

Posted by Sean on October 6, 2011

 

Clinical rotation jitters

So, it’s official. This week I became a nursing student doing clinicals (again). This week was my first week walking the halls of a hospital system as a ‘Nurse Practitioner Student’. I must say it was a very eerie feeling (to say the least). I felt like I was back in my diploma program! Here I was (again) sweating bullets over every little detail concerning my participation in nursing ‘clinicals’. The really scary part is the NP program I am in is nice enough to slowly introduce us into this new role by taking baby-steps. This week I simply started an observational experience. So it wasn’t like I was actually required to ‘perform’ any role-specific duties… although it sure felt like it!!!

We are told to wear business casual and our lab coat – what do I wear??

Shoes – I need comfortable business casual shoes! I can’t spend all day on the floors in my tennis shoes or my crocs!

Holy crap! My lab coat. I have to wear a lab coat. Call me crazy, but it was quite surreal to wear the long lab coat.

My name badge – what should it say? What shouldn’t it say? Credentials? No credentials?

These are just some of the ridiculous things I think about. Like I said, it’s only going to get more stressful (readers beware -this is my preemptive warning).

It was also quite surreal to rub shoulders with the physicians, surgeons, physician assistants and nurse practitioners. I honestly had to train my brain to step away from the rigors and responsibilities of bedside care (while rounding on patients) to focus on the decision-making and thought processes of my preceptor (a physician). I need to learn how to start thinking beyond the bedside and develop my advanced assessment and diagnostic skills. I probably expect way too much out of myself this early on, but I feel so overwhelmed with fear it’s honestly indescribable.

How in the world do these advanced health care providers do what they do, in such split-second timing is just awe-inspiring to witness first hand. I never really ‘got it’ when I would round as the bedside nurse. I was focused on my responsibilities and my duties as the bedside nurse (not that there is anything wrong with that!). I didn’t have a real appreciation for the bazillion-and-one things that they have to process in order to make the decisions that need to be made.

Did I mention how terrified I am?

My hope is this fear will turn into gnarling dedication to improvement -otherwise I’m going to fail and fall flat on my face (cynically joking) .

I definitely have to not only step up my ‘game’, but I need to bring my ‘A game’ at all times.

This is going to be a fun semester!

Another post from over at Scrubs.

Clinical rotation jitters | Scrubs – The Leading Lifestyle Nursing Magazine Featuring Inspirational and Informational Nursing Articles

Posted in health, humor | Tagged: , , | Leave a Comment »

Crazy nursing student habits

Posted by Sean on October 3, 2011

 

Crazy rituals

Maybe it’s just a nursing school / nursing student thing? Or maybe it’s just for us crazy people pursing Master’s degrees? Or maybe it’s just the school I’m attending? Who knows.

What I do know is that we love to torture ourselves.

Immediately after an exam, why do all of the students congregate and huddle into packs to dissect and discuss the questions on the exam? Yeah, the exam you literally just took.

Now, let me clarify something. In this particular program we take exams and then we always have a scheduled lecture after class (yeah – torture, I know.). Most of our classes meet once a week, so I’m just assuming that the thinking behind the lecture after an exam is just to monopolize and utilize the time allotted and scheduled. Most of my classes are scheduled and average of 2 – 4 hrs., so the exams last an hour-ish. We have a shortened lecture immediately after the exam.

So, here we are. Completely spent and drained from taking the exam. And somehow we always end up huddling to ruminate over what we just survived. We bounce our ideas and our thoughts on what the correct answer was on just about any and every question we were asked.

I think in a weird sort of way we seem to initiate these conversations to validate our performance. We think we did OK, or we try to create a pseudo-grade in our head. So we talk about the test to see if we in fact are right about our performance on the exam.

I don’t know if it’s just me. But half-way through these conversations I get panic-stricken and start losing a grip. All the answers that I thought were right, were not the answers that the majority of my classmates chose!

Oh-oh.

Maybe I failed the exam? Here I thought the whole time I did OK, heck even thought I did well, and now after the ‘huddle’ I’m paranoid I failed! What the heck! What gives here!

Ever since this ritual was discovered, I keep telling myself after every exam – “Nope. Not gonna do it this time around. I’m not gonna say a peep about the exam”.

And just like clock-work I end up with the paranoia I said I wasn’t going to participate in!

Grr.

Am I all alone here on this one?

Another post from over at Scrubs.

Crazy rituals | Scrubs – The Leading Lifestyle Nursing Magazine Featuring Inspirational and Informational Nursing Articles

Posted in health, humor | Tagged: , | 4 Comments »

The ‘nursing’ sandbox

Posted by Sean on August 13, 2011

We all have to learn to play well with others. Over at Scrubs Magazine I talk about the team concept.

Playing well in the sandbox

I don’t know if it’s just a nursing ‘thing’, or other career choices emphasize and utilize the team work concept repeatedly. I have encountered it and seen it at ever level of my training and nursing education. From my diploma program, through my BSN education and now currently in my Master’s Acute Care Nurse Practitioner program. Working well with others is a quality that educators require.

I guess it should be no surprise considering what we do on a daily basis. We are the coordinators of care, the wranglers, and the sieve where almost all of our patients’ care is poured and filtered. So if we can’t navigate the didactic of the team concept, our patients are in trouble.

As students we are put through the rigors of group projects. The majority of my projects have applied to research projects, but they sure haven’t been limited to just that subject.

Sometimes you get to pick and choose your group and group members, other times you get the luck of the draw and are assigned to a group. This equates to working conditions if you think about it. You sometimes get to choose whom you work with and where, while other times you can be ‘pulled’ to a foreign or neighboring unit.

The group didactic can be quite enjoyable and simple, or miserable and complex. I’ve experienced both during my time as a nurse in both the academic and professional setting. One thing is for sure, the only thing you ever have control over is your own thoughts and actions. No matter what you may want or need from someone else, in the end you have to figure out how to make it work so that it benefits everyone.

There will be personality conflicts, scheduling differences, work ethic challenges, deadline stressors, and of course the occasional ‘what the heck happened’ moments (I sometimes call that the curve-ball syndrome). Regardless of the situation, the only way things work out is when everyone knows their part, does their part, and communicates their part effectively, efficiently and equally.

I don’t know about you, but every time I work within a group a learn a little bit more about my self. More about my strengths, my weaknesses, and of course my habits. I have subconscious tendencies that are both a help and a hindrance to me and the group. And I’m still trying to sharpen my communication skills to this day!

I haven’t met a nurse that looks forward to group projects. I think we all approach group projects the same way we encounter ‘change’ – we’re not big fans of it, but we know it’s inevitable.

I also look at it this way. Remember how I gave the comparison of getting assigned to groups and getting to work where you want? Well that comparison is synonymous with our patient assignments aren’t they? We sometimes get to choose the assignment we want or know is going to be good, and other times we have to bite the bullet and take that assignment that we know is going to put us through the ringer. Does that mean we provide less care?

Not in my opinion.

Playing well in the sandbox | Scrubs Magazine

Posted in health | Tagged: , , , | Leave a Comment »

 
Follow

Get every new post delivered to your Inbox.